The Satsangs with my teacher Wayne Liquorman often had opposing camps- those who loved just sitting in Silence with no talking and those who became agitated if the Silence went on too long. One regular attendee proclaimed that she HATED when people talked- not a big opening for the talking camp!
Wayne was always quick to point out that Silence has nothing to do with talking or not talking. One can be in Silence whether in the Himalayas or in the middle of a rock concert.
It is easy to forget that this Silence lives inside us, regardless of how our personality presents itself. Werner Erhard used to talk about life as a monopoly board where we all needed a piece to play the game. Everyone had a Scottie dog or battleship etc. taking them around the board. We all have this core access to Silence regardless of our type.
But often in this words can fail us, so I will leave you with one of my favorite poems.
Cutting Loose by William Stafford
Sometimes from sorrow, for no reason,
you sing. For no reason, you accept
the way of being lost, cutting loose from
all else and electing a world
where you go where you want to.
Arbitrary, a sound comes, a reminder
that a steady center is holding
all else. If you listen, that sound
will tell where it is, and you
can slide your way past trouble.
Certain twisted monsters
always bar the path—but that’s when
you get going best, glad to be
lost, learning how real it is
here on the earth, again and again.
I have so much appreciation for your reading and commenting on my posts. Because you are here, I have a beautiful opportunity to express myself- thank you!
Stunning poem and Pointer reminder! Thank you, too, for the Monopoly pieces reminder. Wasn't there an iron? And a shoe? How awesome. I pray they are not plastic in new editions!
In all sincerity:
One of my first mentors responded to me (when I was in my 20s and struggling with "where to go, what to do") the following:
"If God wants you to be in the middle of a war zone that's exactly where you need to be."
Well. I got it and never forgot it. It went in. From that moment forward there was total acceptance of whatever situation I was in, no self-blame. My preferences might be other, but I have no argument with God's Will (What IS).
For the record: I don't mind speaking in satsang; it's the identification or rather indulgences in identification that bring out the sword from the teaching seat. ⚔️
Much love and gratitude.
Love this poem really resonates with me. ❤️