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ERIN REESE's avatar

FRIENDSHIP and friending. Another excellent topic you're exploring, Heidi! I love it.

I've *just* posted a Substack audio for the New Moon in Aquarius (erinreese.substack, of course) that discusses withdrawing the projection of the ideal, and dealing with people as individuals. This would include friends, as well as our image of ourselves as a friend. It's hard work - that's the main thing I've noticed - both to unwind the conditioning around who and what we should like; who and what we should tend to and respond to; and who and what should be good for us.

I'll also add that it's hard work to BE unwound from the conditioning. Even if "we" aren't doing the detachment and unwinding, when the old forms and identifications are dissolving and falling away, there can be symptoms - grief, loss, anger, decay, disruption - and even when we know there is no other way but through, we still have to experience the change.

I laud anyone who consciously addresses the Friendship topic. It is often shied away from, or glossed over. Thank you.

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Persephone Forest's avatar

I loved this piece of writing and enjoyed reading the comments. I think I’ll look at Erin’s post too. I’ve been withdrawing from friendships for several years after being such an active community builder and putting so much energy into school parents and yoga communities. I got burnt out, my kid became a young adult and the sands shifted into a new and uncomfortable (unfamiliar) life phase. I think I started by very simply not offering anything about myself in a conversation and noticing whether that person I was speaking with actually noticed. Over time I realised how much energy I was saving by being a listener more than a talker. From there I think I just became tired of listening to people who didn’t reciprocate genuine interest in me. So I’d tap out pretty early in the interaction. As a result my friend group narrowed to a precious few. As can happen, the narrowing also created depth in the friendships remaining. Quality/quantity? But wait, there’s more - with that change I have also grieved losing a third place (outside home & work places). A place that feels purposeful, somewhere juicy to keep the creative fires burning and to express myself, to be curious and to feel excited about being part of something greater than myself.

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